Still not there with the calling-off, dammit. Also: memo to self. Don't try training a goshawk when you're unhappy. It's not the most calming of enterprises.
S laid the Gos Law on me last night. More important training recommendations. Damn, I thought I was a reasonably good falconer. What makes goshawks so different? I am worried I'm messing with this bird's blank-slate brain. Oh lord, let me not have ruined this hawk already.
That's what this frown is all about.